EACH HOUSE, WINDOW, AND MIRROR
Waters
speak to me, a song that leads to a wondrous knoll
to highways, avenues, and alleyways cobbled, free,
to find cornices that fill my heart,
and
whisper myths forming mental snapshots, mirages drawing me home
I
escape thru skies, opened hopes upon grace and largess, yet swings like a pendulum
all over again where I follow a dream embedded in
depths I named myself after
These
texts of my mind fill with pages of the soul, steps forever returning to doors,
sidewalks,
backyards, and outdoor cafes, their maps printed
with desire,
where
perseverance shows its landscape to me, clear and harmonious
When
insight comes with a sorrowful aftermath, overwhelmed struggles follow
one such illuminated glimpse slips from the clouds,
shines on grottoes, rains upon arid soil, and then
within an eclipse of nothingness does promise spit
back at me,
echoing
in tribute, dancing wildly on my stake in earth
Then
where else do the prophets and princes find me? But on the heels of redemption,
fighting rush hour traffic, paying for work on my
townhouse, publishing books no one will read,
writing
essays no one can understand
So
this light reveals its city of gold I’ve lain, creates mountains from vapid
ideas,
paints figures who chant colors of pasts, haunts me
like a demon to offer
me these
sacred chronicles
GLIMPSES FROM MY ROOM
Like slices of bread are my bookshelves
food for thoughts, chewing and swallowing
words that come and drink the water of imagery
Volumes line windows which I peer from
moored by a mentality of bizarre forms
floating down on rays of sunlight glinting thru the
blinds
Empty cases that crowd the room
overwhelm the sense of ideas
woven in knots of bardic triumph
I look at my laundry like followers
who’ve ignored their hygiene
in putrid rows of sanctuaries
My guitar rests against a bookcase
The graduation photo of my brother becomes swarmed
by honor society plaques, a broadside contest
winner
and added certificates to my symphony of services
To gaze into an uncle’s vision of the El, the
Fulton Fish Market
in the shadows of the Brooklyn Bridge, gulls
swooping
in a crafted mosaic of the city,
and it’s here I pause beneath such ornaments
embodied with what I still see as purpose
THEIR TURN
When
they gather in droves we see their colors, the truth in their eyes like windows
to the world
They
lead me to open country, paths to deconstruct with the frailty of my being
Yet
one day my wings fall like Icarus below the sun
I
can concede with each comrade whose color move these bounds of my existence
I
devote my words to the darkness of their complexions, factions of humanity,
checking out of a hostel harboring images weeping
in its secluded space
There
spirits turn on me to see their God
Here
Richmond’s suburbs spread in a genesis no one could comprehend
For
more myths will be scrawled with my pen, more dreams crafted from engulfed
illumined sources, ascending to the wondrous legends of our birth
Truly,
my parting was like a disappearance of a magician, a final performance in
August 1980,
the first and second act during the sixties and
seventies
No
map could guide them to my destination, remaining in the Western wilderness
marooned on an island of my senses
From
once engaged by the color wheel, dimensions of rainbows that becomes the course
I took
Silent
whispers of roots kindle faintly in flames, warmth that spills of fate forming
glorious patterns
More
ladders to climb, roads to reform, recalling shades of society who leased me
their aura
Then
thriving beneath a prevailing sun, I simply sail on to enter new shapes that
compose concepts I’ve never known